Persediaan menyambut Baby Aryan

Lagi 10 minggu maximum untuk saya deliver baby Aryan. sekejap je masa berlalu, pejam celik dah dekat due date bersalin. takuts!!!


I still remember the moment I discovered I am pregnant, it took me 10 minutes in bathroom trying to control my breath becoz i was totally disbelieved what i saw on the pregnancy test kit... two blue lines okeh! oh no!


Shocked, I cried and I blamed En hubby for that........ heheeheh. but he was supercool and just smiled happily when heard the news. Ah Cik Abang bukan u yang preggy mmgla boleh senyum. Later, I did another urine test but the result was still positive. I googled in the internet hoping for history recorded for false pregnancy result, but according to Encik google, urine pregnancy test is 99.99% accurate. apekah?


Actually i didn't plan for this pregnancy. Thinking of my three boys still need my attention, I am not only spent lot of calories and energy to raised them, I also sacrificed a lot of blood and tears jugak tau.... ahahaha gebang! So it will take me quite sometime to accept the fact that I am pregnant again. malunye!


Ready to be teased by colleagues and friends, I pull all the strength and buat muka tebal announced the news in Office pantry during morning breakfast. As expected, some of them congratulated me but majority still unbelieved the fact that I am about to have another child. Yes friends and foes, we will celebrate our third anniversary this november with our four boys! hehehhee


Ok end of story.


I am almost 8 months pregnant but I just realized I ignored this baby too much. sian baby, Mami tak pikir pun apa2 persediaan untuk deliver baby. Bangun pagi tadi, suddenly I felt really guilty for my ignorance towards my little baby. Yes I agreed that I was not too excited of being pregnant again, but that was few months ago. Now I am sincerely love the baby. Only I am too busy with his Abangs until I am not able to spend more time talking to him and pay attention for his kickings.


Mami tau Aryan anak yang baik yang sentiasa mengalah. even sepanjang mengandungkan Aryan, Mami sihat sejahtera takdela mabuk2 teruk or HB darah Mami turun mendadak sampai kena warded mcm masa ngandungkan abg2 Aryan. Oleh sbb itu, Mami berjanji akan prepare yang terbaik untuk sambut kelahiran Aryan ye...sedihle pulak!


Masa packing nak pindah rumah, I did packed all baby stuff belongs to Abang Adam and the twins brother in a few containers. Not much baju can be re-used, most of them already worn, or bertahi lalat. I should buy at least a dozen newborn clothes for Aryan. booties and mittens pun dah berbulu or kembang, so need to beli baru. what else ek?


1. newborn pants and tops x7 sets
2. more booties and mittes x 4 sets
3. Newborn diaper
4. Minyak Yuyi
5. Digital Thermometer
6. Baby cream
7. Sebamed body lotion
8. Sebamed Body shampoo
9. Nursery bag (i have a few nursery bags but wish to have a new one yg more stylish..hehehe)
10. Towel
11. Playpen ( the one used by his abangs already returned to my sister in law)
12. cloth diapers. Jom selamatkan bumi!



apa lagik ek? tak boleh pikir skrg



and for myself during confinement
1. Set jamu lepas bersalin
2. booking tukang urut di shah alam and dekat kampung
3. tungku (checked! dah beli yg tungku elektrik)
4. Loose t shirts and pants
6. Belly band
7. Bengkung perut
8. Chahaya skin care (hihihihihi...apa tu? nak melawa lepas beranak le tu..nantikan transformasi Pn Sarah)


and for Breastfeeding preparation:
1. new Avent manual breastpump
2. more BPA free bottles for EBM storage
3. New cooler bag
4. Ice pack
5. repair my mini fridge untuk tinggal di surau office
6. BF pillow
7. single seater sofa...... En hubby, saya nak sofa mcm kat bawah ni boleh?

Semoga dipermudahkan saya melahirkan baby Aryan. Semoga baby Aryan sihat, sempurna... Can't wait to hold you in my arm son.....

Online Shopping Again

Not much to do today except email something to the other project team and sit quietly at my desk and blog hopping. I am feeling totally unwell today, feeling gloomy and nausea too! mcm nak muntah je mual2. Women usually not feeling comfortable during their first trimester, but for me, third trimester is very challenging because I will experience what ever women usually feel during their early pregnancy - nausea, dizziness, low blood pressure, mood swing etc2.

Since I have so much free time, I browse through one online baby store, looking for potty training pants for Abg Adam. He is now almost 3yrs and ready to be potty trained. He's quite talkative now and can make a full sentence like " mami, adam nak nenen (susu botol okay)" or "mami, Adam nak mandi dengan amar" or " mami, sekolah Adam dekat sana" or " Adam nak tgk Dibo, bukan cerita tu" etc2. so in conclusion, I assume he also can inform me once he feel he needs to go to toilet like " mami, Adam nak berak or Adam nak kencing". hmm that' the most challenging part because he usually inform me after he's done with his 'bussiness" not before ok?. so to be safe, I must buy potty training pants to minimize the 'damage' that he will do on my sofa or carpet.

Yes, finally I found one in white. I order one pc only for trial and end up I ordered a few more things for me and Amar and Amir too..hehehe


View Order #P000041263 View/Edit order details

1. AUT103024 Autumnz: One Size Minky Snap Button Cloth Diaper *FREE 2 Inserts* - Dreamy Dots Blue
2. AUT103026 Autumnz: One Size Minky Snap Button Cloth Diaper *FREE 2 Inserts* - Patchy Pals
3. AUT400111 Autumnz: Belly Band (Ivory)
4. BB000975 Fertilemind: Belly Belt Combo Kit
5. BM5TPW13-16KG Bambino Mio: Reusable Training Pants (White) - 13-16kgs


I bought one pice of cloth diaper each for the twins for trial. thinking of going green after this, I decided to try this cloth diaper. if ok, then will buy more and more for them and for their little brother - baby Aryan (??) . let's save our planet! hihihihi

nota kaki: menu yg di plan tidak diikut mengikut jadual kerana saya terpaksa menghabiskan stok2 yg senang rosak di dalam peti ais seperti daun kesum, duan limau purut, sayur hijau etc.. no pic taken during our dinner and lunch during weekend. my plan was ruined by the boys...argh!

Happy Friday everyone!

I still have 15 minutes before me and the ladies off for lunch. Until now we can't decide where to go or menu concept to choose:italian, japanese, malay ikan bakar? actually I am craving for roasted chicken at kenny rogers. nvm, that's can be fulfilled tomorrow with my boys. hihihih

Can't wait to see my boys after office hour. Plan to buy groceries, stock for next week at pasar malam depan rumah. Hmm talking about food, our main dish for this weekend & next week will be:

• Saturday - Kenny rogers for dinner perhaps?



• Sunday - breakfast : cekodok udang for the boys. sandwich for me and hubby / nasik lemak?
  lunch : deep fried ikan tenggiri + spicy sambal tumis as gravy + sayuran
  dinner : bubur nasik for the little ones + sambal udang & sayur2an for hubby



• Monday - Dinner: ketam masak lemak cili api for hubby + ikan goreng masak asam for my boys



• Tuesday - Asam pedas ikan pari + light chicken tomyam for my boys



• Wednesday - Laksa + satay + spiral potato for the boys dari pasar malam..hehhee



• Thursday - Seafood tomyam + telur dadar



• Friday - Ikan bakar ala portugis? hmm mcm best ..campur sekali dng lady fingers. cecah air asam. alrite that's the best way to celebrate the coming weekend with hubby

ok..we'll see if I manage to follow the above menu schedule. I'll post photos as a proof ok?

so excited now, 5 minutes to go untuk sesi makan2 with friends. daaaaa

Antenatal Check up and the baby's name

I went to KPJ Selangor this morning for ANC. I am now 30wks preggy so starting this month, I will visit my Gynae, Dr siti every two weeks. can't wait to meet her again to check the baby's progress.

So far so good, apart of being diagnosed having Beta Thallasemia Trait, my baby's development is awesome. I can see him kicking, moving a lot from monitor when Dr siti is scanning my tummy. hehehehe

Until today I am still searching for a right name for my baby. I want a strong name for him, a name that means a leader. so far i have one name in my mind- aryan sufi. I like this name but some comments received form friends and family this name is not common and too strong for my little boy.

ok i tell you why.. Aryan means kekuatan penuh and sufi means ahli tassauf. so by combining these two names, it become kekuatan penuh ahli tassauf, a protector or someone that will protect ahli sufi...hmm i love the name.

okla baby..now Mami will call you Aryan Sufi. Anyway Aryan is almost simillar with his twins brother names: Amir Rayyan and Amar Rayyan. Sufi is almost similar to his Abg Adam name- Adam Saufy which i always pronounce Saufy as Sufi too...

love the name, love the baby..love Abg Adam and Amir and Amar a lot

love Ayah the most... :)

My boys demam

Monday evening masa ambik my boys dari nursery, pengasuh komplen yg tiga2nya selsema teruk. yes, bila dilihat, hidung sampai dah luka2 dan hingus start kaler kuning ke hijauan. that's not a good sign. slight fever tu tanda2 viral fever.

Malam tu, Amir dan Amar start batuk2. hidung tersumbat and both of them rejected bottle and keep requesting for 100 plus je..haus agaknya. so saya tuang sket 100 plus dan tambah air masak untuk cairkan dan hilangkan gas. sampai ke pagi saya tak dpt tido sbb kena dokong Amar. oh anak..mami dahle memboyot, nasibla tuhan bagi mami ni sihat walafiat.

pagi tu, En hubby and I decided to take EL. pagi2 after breakfast we went to DEMC. yea..tetiba tiga2 jadi sihat walafiat, berlari ke sana sini, salam org tak kenal, tegur rakan sebaya.. kamu ni mmg mcm2 ye nak... terlebih friendly and sikit tak takut orang.

Balik DEMC, En Hubby nak gi ke kedai motor nak tgk motor ER6 Kawasaki yang baru. mmg motor tu dlm wish list dia. I really hope I can give him that bike as birthday pressie. mcm best jek.. loan atas nama saya. mak ai..tambah hutang lagi.

Lepas tu, En hubby ngada2 nak mkn ikan bakar and sotong bakar kat kelana DFenD. famous jugakla restoren tu terutama orang2 opis yang nak makan waktu tgh hari.. dah dia ngidam, layankan ajela (saya ngidam nak Durian cheese cake langsung dia tak layan).

Petang tu pulak bawak my boys pegi Giant beli barang dapur sket. huh... mencabar bawak budak2 ni waktu Giant kosong tkade orang..dioarg buat lorong2 rak tu playground. terjerit2 and asek nak ambik junkfood je. letih!

Malam semalam yang paling mencabar waktu nak berikan si kembar ubat. Macam kat medan perang! last2 saya yang mengamuk2 (tak peduli jiran sebelah lagik dah..hehhehe). Last2 tiga2 tido dalam keadaan mode merajuk dgn saya. hihihihi sian korang budak2.

saya sgt lemau skrg ni, tak cukup tidur, stress dan kepenatan. rasa mcm nak tidur di surau je... sabar je la wahai mata.

Cerita Hujung minggu

Weekend lepas, En hubby tak bekerja, so initial plan was to bring our kids for outdoor activities like swimming ke, pegi pantai ke to release sikit their extra energy supaya takdela cranky sgt - senang je tido kalau dah penat.

Hari sabtu, saya dah bersemangat memasak - nasik lemak, sambal telur, ikan bilis..yummy... anak2 saya suka. En hubby makan takde komen. kira ok le tu. Disebabkan kekenyangan, time my boys took their nap, Mami dan Ayah pun tertido sekali sampai ke lunch hour. oh no! bila dah matahari panas atas kepala, anak2 saya pun dah start cranky, kami malas nak keluar. So saya layan masak je untuk mkn tgh hari and tgk TV- Play House Disney. bosan!

Last2 petang je bwak anak2 ronda2 neighbourhood area tmpt kami baru pindah ni, kenal jalan2 dan ke seksyen 17 tgk activity drift kereta. Makan ais krim (thanks Adam sbb request kat ayah mintka beli aiskem). bosan!

Hari Ahad, lepas breakfast, gotong royong kemas rumah. kali ni saya yang takde mood nak keluar memandangkan baby ni asyik menendang dan mula terasa braxton hick. oh saya sungguh suka dgn keadaan ni, tapi saya tak boleh bersenang lenang berbaring layan perut kerana ada lagi tiga hero kecil yang memerlukan perhatian dari saya.

Hari Ahad, hari yg saya sgt puas cium Adam, Amir dan Amar. Tiga Abdul saya ni mmg buat saya angau di office. Tersenyum bila kenangkan keletah dioarg bermain, pastuh buat saya hilang siuman sekejap bila dioarg bergaduh atau berebut toy. oh anak... kadang2 mami nak sgt kamu cepat membesar, tapi mami tak sanggup untuk terima hakikat yang kamu bukan lagi baby yg sentiasa mami peluk cium. Terasa cepatnya masa berlalu...

Bukan senang nak jadi senang

Sekarang ni, saya tidak mahu lagi beromong kosong dan berangan-angan untuk berhenti kerja dan menjadi suri rumah yang bekerja sendiri dari rumah.

Dah calculate, tambah tolak bahagi, mmg saya akui bukan senang untuk membuat keputusan berhenti kerja dengan keadaan ekonomi keluarga yang masih belum stabil. dengan tiga anak kecil bawah tiga tahun, dan seorang lagi akan lahir bulan 8 ni insyaAllah, saya harus berusaha lebih kuat untuk menambah pendapatan keluarga.

Banyak bahan2 dari internet saya baca mengenai 'working-at-home-mom'. Kebanyakan article mengakui byk pengorbanan harus dilakukan dari segi pengurusan masa, dealing with kids at home and the difficulty to start bussiness from home. tapi itu diperingkat awal. Jika rajin dan sabar, tak mustahil akan berjaya kan?

Saya mahu menjadi ibu sepenuh masa pada adam, amir dan amar serta baby affan yang dalam perut ni. saya ingin sekali melihat mereka membesar depan mata dlm pelukan saya (walaupun selalunya saya garang mcm lion - kata adam)

Paling saya impikan, saya ingin sambung kembali breast feed amar dan amir, si kembar nakal saya tu bersama dgn adik yang akan lahir. WAh besar cita-cita saya, harap dimakbulkan Allah. Amin.

Currently banyak masa saya mengadap online store untuk dapat good bargain barang2 breastpump accessories and maternity clothes. insyaAllah, dalam sebulan dua ni, saya akan penuhkan online store saya dgn barangan bayi, dan barangan ibu serta penyusuan ibu dengan harga yang murah dan berpatutan.